Free Time

I am finding that I know have a hole lot of free time in the evenings...so what is a girl to do with so much time??? And I can say from experience!

Nothing...well, play on the computer type of nothing ;)

For a woman with so many "need to do's", as my husband calls them, I surely would find something to do right?

.....no.....

I sit on the computer and look crap up, and play on the web!

Why?

...well., crap, I don't know...

Lately when I get home I don't wont to do anything but sit on my butt.

This makes no sense to me but it's what I have been doing.

My hubby was out of work for a while and in March he got a job. Yay!

But the new job hours leaves me lonely in the evenings, for now.

Sadly when we do get to be together I get out my(our) "need to do" list.

I've been asking myself why I tend to do this?

And I have come up with that I don't like to do things alone.

Sad? I don't know, it just is what it is.

I have things to do too! House crap that someone needs to do. Some of which I want to do. I just can not muster up the motivation to do.

....it's poop...

And even after writing this blog can I get up to do anything?

Nope

I just look at my "need to do's"

.....and star....no movement....no motivation....

OOOOOO! If I add a sigh to the lack of movement I can be even more pathetic!

hahahahahahah yay!